This sucks [05.11.04//22:35] [ mood | sick ] Sex, Sex, Sex. Okay, now that I have your attention, stop reading, the rest of my entry will be boring. Anyways, my mind keeps changing when it comes to my currently semi-unexistant love life. [I hope that you just understood what I wrote]. Well, I don't know, people really tend to confuse me when it comes to this stuff, that's why I don't like to think about it. I'm going to love this Friday & Saturday. I'm going to Six Flags & Dorney Park. Yes, it's my Theme Park Weekend. This all better turn out well or I will be pissed off and male PMSing. I've been on the computer all day since I've been being paid to make layouts and I also made one for a community. I'm kind of sick [my throat is retarded] and I'm getting tired of the computer. Later days, love. 3 comments|post comment

My book [05.09.04//18:03] [ mood | thoughtful ] I'm in love with the book The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I have read it more then ten times. I was reading it again today. And I was thinking about why I did like it as uch as I did. Maybe it's because it's got all of the right words. Sure, all books have the right words, but this one has it with the words, just in the right way, and when you read it, it seems perfect. And I don't know what words to describe that book other than perfect. Well, Maybe it can be called cute. Well, not just any type of cute, but the kind of cute that is said by a guy. And I know that that is weird, but that's what kind of the cute the book is. I guess that you might want to know what other kind of 'cute's there are. Well, I just think that this kind of cute is better, because guys weren't born to say cute and they weren't grown up to say cute. So, when they do say it, it's barely heard, so it's kind of like breaking a barrier just to say some four letter word. I'm rambling, but yeah, that's the type of cute the book is, and I like it because it really makes me think and allows me to be emotional. 13 comments|post comment

What do I say [05.09.04//17:00] [ mood | crushed ] I never know what to write when I do get a new journal [excluding the time when I had full ownership of Raztic, which I do not have anymore]. This weekend has been half of a complete hell, as many of you know already know. Here's what happened [the only part I'll write about]: Saturday: Okay, I woke up at 7:00AM. Right when I woke up, I cooked. Not because I wanted to, it was because I had to if I knew that I wanted to hang out during the day. So, I cooked for about four-five hours straight. Honestly, I usually love the kitchen, but not if I am forced to cook. During this time, I was recieving invitations to hang out and between 7:00-11:30AM I literally denied more than five invitations. I know that I had to keep the plan that I had been waiting to have since last Sunday. Even though I already told my dad that I definately could not work today, I was greatly required to work, but I fought with my dad until he finally just went along with me. I even cleaned most of the house so it could be decent for when Tess came over and because it would also help me get my dad's decision of having me not go to work. I did my laundry, cleaned, showered, and denied more invitations between 12:00-3:00PM. I also called Tess about five times to make sure that she was coming over to watch a movie with me, even though I already assumed that she would be stopping by since she left me a message saying "3 O'clock," which was our planned time to meet. I sat around watching Big Fish and answering phone calls which I had to keep denying. The movie ended and I still told people that I didn't want to hang out even though I somewhat doubted that Tess would ever come. I spent the rest of my night talking on the phone. I can't believe that people still wanted to talk to me even when I said 'no' to them. And by the way, I want to say thanks to Eddie and Alex for being there for me. I wasn't even in the mood to go anywhere, and even when I was dressed up and ready to go to the Middle School drama production that I promised to go to, I went no where. I feel bad for not going, but you have to understand that I wasn't emotionally prepared to see anyone. I spent the rest of the night thinking about all the things I did wrong and I fell asleep on the bench that was on the patio at the back of my house. I would have been there all night if my dad hadn't seen me when he was taking the dog out for a walk. 8 comments|post comment

Another new journal [05.09.04//15:44] [ mood | good ] I don't know why I made another new journal, but I think that I actually want to use this since this is a completely new layout and I think it looks cool. 10 comments|post comment

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